Well im not proud, but for the last past few days i have been entertaining the nicotine fairy, i would like to say i didnt enjoy it....but i would lying. Its so hard staying away from cigarettes especially during beer garden weather, a shandy and a ciggy go together like Crackers and Cheese! Plus i have found that weirdly since i quit smoking a while ago my health has actually gone downhill. So now i have a choice to make, do i smoke on holiday, or will that lead me down the slippery slope, back to full time smoker, full time skint!
In fairness i did smoke as i was feeling down, not an excuse but there you have it. After suffering another Miscarriage last week i felt that being healthy obviously wasnt working out for me, but i think i was just being pessimistic. But then thats me, call me Victor Meldrew!
I'm so sorry to hear about your miscarriage. They are awful. I don't know anything about you but have you heard of Dr Lesley Regan? She runs the only dedicated miscarriage clinic in the UK - at St Mary's Hospital. Otherwise take care of yourself.
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