Crikey!!!

As you may have gathered i have had a few other things on my plate of late and have not made it to the computer!!!
Me, my hubby and our little boy went on holiday which was wonderful, only to come back to this rainy rotten country with nothing to look forward to until we go to see Coldplay of course!!! However the day we came back from holiday i discovered that i was indeed pregnant!!!
We were absolutely over the moon, as we hadnt been trying and we have suffered two miscarriages in a year already. I was booked in for an early scan due to my past and it reavealed a healthy little bean which was 3mm in length and had a beating heart.
I stupidly was lead into a false sense of security and although i was nervous i began to think that maybe this was our time.
It wasnt to be, as i had a scan two weeeks later that revealed the baby had indeed died at 8 weeks. So off i trotted to hospital again and had another ERPC. Although i hate that term!!!!!Its so general and so impersonal.
So i am awaiting tests to see what is wrong with me...i state here and now i think its my hormones....i have been telling the Drs that for months now, but woe betide me a stupid patient trying to tell a Doctor what to do!!!!!
Anyway im making a point of trying to write again so i forewarn you some days maybe angry writing and other days maybe depressed writing but whatever it is its just the way im feeling.....its the truth!!!!